I feel sad and lonely because I am getting older and miss my child hood well I am still in my child hood but I mean from when I was 4 or 5 or 6 or younger how do I cure this lonliness?

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I also feel sad that my aging is making me grow farther away from my mom there are 3 babys in my family that are way younger then me maybe that's the reason that I'm not the youngest in my family anymore but I think I some how inheriat this feeling from my father because he loved his mother and was so Devistated when she died 8 years ago is it even possible to inheriat a personel feeling like that from my father