I like when tall girls hold me Am I weird to feel so much like an outcast?

You're not weird at all. Everyone has things they like about the opposite sex, whether its common stuff or different things. So you're definitely not an outcast! Everyone is different. so like who you like, even if you think you are a outcast. Like I am a guy and I am going out with a girl that is younger than me. But she is the best girlfriend I have ever had.