In parrot in the oven what did manny feel horrible about?

In "Parrot in the Oven," Manny feels horrible about the strain on his family caused by financial struggles and his father's Alcoholism. He grApples with feelings of inadequacy and frustration as he wishes to protect his family but feels powerless to change their circumstances. This emotional turmoil reflects his inner conflict and the challenges of growing up in a difficult environment. Ultimately, Manny's experiences shape his understanding of responsibility and resilience.