Why was it so difficult to accept Freaks death for Max in Freak the Mighty?

Max found it difficult to accept Freak's death in "Freak the Mighty" because their bond was incredibly deep and transformative, representing his first true friendship and a sense of belonging. Freak had helped Max see himself differently, giving him confidence and purpose. Losing Freak meant losing not only his best friend but also a part of his identity and the dreams they shared. This profound sense of loss left Max feeling isolated and heartbroken, making acceptance a painful struggle.