Is beautiful disaster an oxymoron

Yes, it is an oxymoron because it has two contradictory Words, which are Beautiful and Disaster. These Words are the totally opposite that has two totally different meanings, but they both relate to each other in the song point of view. Beautiful because Kelly really likes this person so very much and disaster because this person that Kelly likes dearly is lost, confused, and damned. Making it difficult for Kelly to Fall in love with; Kelly wanting to save him feels like she would go down with him and fall in that type of life which is lonely and hurtful.