You want women but you have gay thoughts im trying to suppress?

That would be hard to live with. Men and women were made for each other. There is nothing wrong with being gay or having the thoughts, but a man and woman fit together. I would not act on the bi-sexual thoughts if you haven't already. Because if you did, you would be wraped up into that and may not have the desire anymore to be with a woman. And believe me, in about 6 years everyone will need to have found the one they want to be with, and the one they will trust for the rest of their life. The world is not going to get any better...