If you want to be gay but you know you are not what should you do?

You say you aren't gay so I'm guessing you have no attraction to people of the same sex. You are straight and that's it.

Another PerspectiveIt sounds as though you are having some difficulty with your sexual identity. Generally, a well grounded heterosexual doesn't want to be gay. If that's the way you feel then there is something off. Perhaps you are trying to fit in with some peers you admire at the moment. It would be dishonest to masquerade as a homosexual but it is also perplexing that you are having a struggle with wanting to be gay. Perhaps you have homosexual tendencies that you cannot yet accept or understand. You need counseling to try to get at the cause of your ambiguous feelings concerning your sexuality. The longer you wait the more difficult it will be to find a solution, and an honest sexual identity.