Ok you cant walk on grass bear foot on grass and peoples feet cant touch you i also have to wash the shower before you take a shower if you think its the lil bit dirty what do you have?

It sounds like you have a strong aversion to germs and dirt, which might indicate a form of obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) or a cleanliness obsession. The specific avoidance of barefoot contact with grass and the need to wash the shower beforehand suggest a heightened concern for hygiene. It's important to seek support from a mental health professional if these feelings are impacting your daily life.