If you take your own life do you go to hell?

if someone were to cause suicide like to fall off a cliff of stab themselves it would prove to god that you do not appreciate the wonderful life he has given you. Remember this, life might not be easy but it's a gift from the heart of god. from my point of view, you wouldn't go to either heaven or hell, you might go to a black and cold universe that leaves you alone without anyone to help you, like a silint scream.