How did religon influence Mother Teresa?

She did very good did to get fruit for next life but she never try to achieve high level on her own spritiual uplift and therefore she had very bad confuced thought about God? To help other is always good but if you do not know about yourself that who you are and where I want to go next. She will have very Good next life but she, but she never got soul experence in this life.

She lacked Faith for over 40 years.She wrote in many letters about this.She also believed the pain & suffering of the poor & weak brought them nearer to God.This is perverse.If you love humanity you want to take away someones pain & agony,not tell them to live with it.