Is punishing myself by crossdressing normal?

Most crossdressers feel guilty for crossdressing and punish themselves so it is normal but you should do it

Please do not punish yourself. Society punishes the crossdresser more than enough.

It is like punishing yourself because you are a different race or religion. If you crossdres repeatedly and have an urge to do so that you cannot avoid, then that is a part of who you are. So, don't punish yourself. Learn more about the how and why by using a search engine (google, Tahoo, etc.) and ask to see Current Reasearch on Crossdressing.