Why doesn't he want to get intimate with me we are fwb although without the benefits now and living together but not an item It makes me feel repulsive?

It's possible that he may have different feelings about intimacy or is navigating his own emotions in your arrangement. Living together as friends with benefits can complicate dynamics, leading to hesitation or discomfort. Rather than assuming it's a reflection of you, it might be helpful to have an open conversation about each other's feelings and expectations. Communication can clarify misunderstandings and help both of you understand each other's perspectives better.