Why doesn't Holden throw the snowball?

Holden doesn't throw the snowball because he feels a sense of hesitation and conflict about his actions. He reflects on his desire to connect with others and his fear of causing harm or being misunderstood. Ultimately, he chooses not to throw it, illustrating his internal struggle and desire for meaningful interactions rather than engaging in impulsive behavior. This moment symbolizes his broader struggles with isolation and his longing for authenticity.