How does birdy view her brother life at the abby?

Birdy views her brother's life at the abbey with a mix of admiration and concern. She sees the dedication and discipline he has embraced, which contrasts sharply with her own struggles for freedom and identity. However, she also worries about the constraints of monastic life and the sacrifices he makes, feeling a sense of loss for the sibling bond that is strained by his chosen path. Overall, Birdy grApples with both respect for his commitment and a longing for a closer relationship with him.