my names Eric I am 14 going on 15 this Saturday. I'm not sure about the date but i reccon its when i started Secondary School but i'll get to that in a bit. But ever since i could remember I was always good as a child never got it trouble, always done my homework etc ( I am an only child, its only me and my mother). But at the age or 8 roughly i thinks that's year 4 there was an incident with my child minder which left me in hospital for 3 days and throughout those 3 days I never spoke to my mother how i was feeling, which may have escalated my current problems. But when I started to go to secondary school me and my group of friends would get bullied by a few other kids as we were considered to be 'nerds', didn't bother me that much but as i just concealed my emotions. However this year in my new secondary school ( year 10 btw ) I would start to get bullied again called names as my surname rhymes with many different things but as i was nice enough i bottled it up and took the abuse .(I didn't only receive abuse from other students but from my teacher aswell who implied to me as 'gay'--happened today). When i got home today i don't know why but i punched myself repeatedly. I don't know if i need some help but all the above is affecting my grades aswell, I am predicted an A*-B student but I am slowly slacking off, and if i want to become a pilot or an aeronautical engineer i will need to be doing my best. Im not sure if i need help or somebody to talk to, but one day I am sure i am going to snap and do something stupid,please reply.
Yours Sincerely
Eric
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