What chapter in the catcher in the rye say it kills Holden when someone does something Holden doesn't like?

In "The Catcher in the Rye," Holden Caulfield expresses his disdain for "phonies" who act in ways he finds insincere or dishonest. This sentiment is a recurring theme throughout the novel, but the specific chapter or quote where he mentions that something "kills" him when someone does something he doesn't like is not readily identifiable as it is a sentiment he conveys throughout the book.