What is the effect of marijuana taking long time?

Let me describe my experience with marijuana. The following personal experience with Mary Jane is anecdotal and should not be generalized in a sweeping manner. With that caution out of the way, let me go ahead and give you details. I have co-existing mental issues, such as depression and ADD, which should give you further reason why my bad experience with MJ should not be generalized. But if you have depression , ADD, anxiety, self image problems, WEED IS NOT FOR YOU.

My weed use started pretty innocuously, once a week. I cant say it was always good, sometimes it was amazing, sometimes it was a really bad trip , really bad awkwardness. But over time it started to ruin my sleep, and i would get more and more depressed. But i was in denial that the weed was causing it. I started lashing out at my parents. The weird part is that it made me so manic, so hyper after i smoked. I couldn't fall asleep. Also i was in a state of perpetual denial. I knew the weed wasnt good for my body, but i just deflected this and kept smoking.

Over time it made my depression worse. I'm glad I stopped. I ran out of weed, and my supplier flaked out on me (or he got caught, im not sure, he told me to stop calling him). It's weird though, i wouldn't mind having another toke. But its not something that i plan on doing as a habit ever again.

Think of it this way. Why would you want a habit that is time consuming, expensive, makes you tired, very cranky in the morning, and makes your depression worse. Oh and the procrastination is unbelielavable. You'll feel like your life is on hold for months. I wonder if weed is this bad when it comes procrastination, what heroin is like, which ive never used. Anyways im glad its all over. adiOS