Effects of eating baby powder

baby powder may be addictive.it is very hard to stop.i am a witness ive eaten it for about 3 months and it is addictive.i usually eat it and some falls all over the house so my mother said shes not buying me anymore and i cant drive or no one can buy me more.i have an empty bottle that i open and smell all the time.i prefer johnsons original and cornstarch wit aloe and vitimain e.i always think about eating some.How do i stop craving it?nobody knows i eat it.the smell it what drew me in.