I am a wannarexic13 year old Im 13 and 166 like 45 overweight and i dont wanna starve myself but I try and it only makes me eat more I think im on the verge of anorexia by obessesing with my weight?

you can loose wieght by drinking many water before lunch then when u eat ur stomach will pain and u have to not eat more and by that u ate less or u can chew a gum before lunch or any meal which will change ur mouth's flavour and u dont feel like eating many